*petrified*

[shamera]

Nyao~ o_o I can't believe I just put one of my FMA fics on a public journal. .___. *rubs at eyes* This insecurity of mine is getting absolutely ridiculous. >_< The more I read over my stories, the more I find that I can't stand my own writing. It's horrible. I find that I get progressively worse as I continue writing- maybe it's all in my own eyes, but I can't seem to find a single thing I like about my own writing anymore.

Arg. I hate this. I'm so freaked out by the idea of people reading my stuff now. I never used to be this way. >__< I love writing fanfics, I've never been afraid of critics or flames, but I hate critiquing myself. I'm afraid of all the mistakes I'll see when I skim through the story a second time. The more I read, the bigger the mistakes get- more plotholes, more awkward phrasing, more inconsistancy...

@___@

Ahhh~ but I'm not giving up on writing! It just takes a while to gather my wits to write now. :\

Comments

[tdei.livejournal.com]

D: I feel your writings are fine... it certainly is not ineloquent or incompetent, or blindness-inducing from sheer OOC or unrealistic plot!

Sorry you're not having fun doing whatever you're working on though. ;_; ...isn't there something dashing that gets your blood boiling and you squirming when you think about doing it? :O

!!! ::concurs:: Go, Shamera! >O!!! 行け!!!

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